There's a thousand thoughts

On my mind right now

Want to shake them off

But I don't know how

There's a thousand reasons

To be moving on

But I can't, it hurts

And I'm not that strong

There's a thousand nights

I can't sleep at all

Thats not ok

I have my reasons

And I feel so small

There's a thousand eyes

Watching over me

Some are spiders

Some are bugs

Some are anxiety

There's a thousand things

I wanna say to you

There's a thousand reasons

You don't want me to

There's a thousand struggles

Within my mind

In my head a voice tells me

To stay inside
And that there is no one else

Than you to find

There's a thousand nights

I can't sleep at all

But that's okey

It's getting brighter

I have friends to call

There's a thousand eyes

Watching over me

Some are friends

Some are bad

Some are family

There's a thousand reasons

I stay up all night

But the biggest reason's

That I hate the light

There's a thousand thoughts

In my head at night

They are things I fear

There's a lot of fright

There's a thousand times

I wish they go away

But they are going nowhere

They are Here to stay

Sometimes I wish that people

Could read my mind

But then they all would see

That I'm dead inside

There's a thousand ways

I could end my life

I could jump of a bridge

Or I could use a knife
U can find a thousand reasons

To live no more

But they say there's thousands

Of reasons to live for

There's a thousand nights

I can't sleep at all

It feels so bad

It's really dark

I have no one to call

There's a thousand eyes

Watching over me

Some are Evil

Some are bad

They're all my enemy

There's one reason

I can't be moving on
And it lies right here

Hidden in the song

There's a thousand reasons

To loose my mind

In fact, one is here

In this very line

Theres a thousand struggles

I find to keep

Wish I could just

Lay down my mind to sleep

Have a thousand stories

In each melody

But I keep those stories

Hidden like a mystery

On a singel rose

There is a million thorns
Need to stop

Dream about birds and unicorns

There is always

A thousand reasons to live on

But I only need one

And try to be strong
There's a thousand nights

I can't sleep at all

But thats okey

It's better now

I dont need to call

There's a thousand eyes

Watching over me

They are all good friends

And my family